I have only been a mom for a month on 16th Nov. yet I feel like my life is falling apart. I am a new mother and wanted a baby badly before I fell pregnant, after the baby was born I become ill with infections and went to the emergency room twice.
I was diagnosed with depression a couple of years ago a week or so after the baby was born I started experiencing the same symptoms as what I had when I was first diagnosed, which are mainly physical. I feel like my head is going to explode, I feel like I have pressure in my head particularly on the right side. My neck is stiff and Im dizzy and drowsy all the time.
My doctor seems relunctant to put me back on anti-depressants even though I have explained that I have felt all this before he wants to do an elimination process and I dont feel like it in me to go through that again.
I have become disfunctional, The worst part about all this is that my precious baby boy and my incredible husband both deserve better!!!!