Im 22years old, doing my masters, i met a wonderful guy named Ric on a blind date. We fell in love, naturally the relationship progressed, we had sex, used protection but I fell pregnant by accidient. My family didnt know, Ric didnt know we broke up. Some how when i was 8 weeks pregnant I lost my baby, It destroyed me. Ric found out from a friend, he supported me thru my grieving time. but He could only do so much for me. I became very sucidial and still am. Every day is a struggle for me. I have become someone I dont recognise, pushing Ric and all my friends away. So now I sit here all depressed and have decided to get professional help hoping that I will get my life on track.