I dont know if I am in denial about PND but ever since my baby was born me and my hubby have been fighting non stop. My son is now 5 months and I innitially thought it was just "baby blues" and that I will soon feel better. I dont feel any ill feeling towards my baby on the contrary I love him too bits and smother him with as much affection that any mother would her children. I on the other hand cannot stand my husband being around me and I'm constanly fighting with his family especially his mom who is currently looking after my son. I feel anger and resentment towards him and his family for no reason. We have gone for councelling and I have admitted to my faults but when it comes to changing my behaviour, I have no power over it. I get irritated with any small thing he does and I am always thinking of leaving him. I used to get upset when he leaves to take a break from his "evil" wife now I wish he'd go forever. The only joy in my life is my son. I dont take care of myself and have no interest in the things that used to bring me joy..could I be in denial? And how do I approach my husband and his family letting them know what I am going through...
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