I would like to hear if there is other mom's who developed PND at a later stage. I felt more emotional the past week, but accounted it to other stuff like PMS etc. However, I've been crying the past two days without feeling better and it won't stop. I'm despondend and very tired. I used my baby as an excuse to get out of a social visit last night. I just feel like nothing I do is ever good enough for anyone. I work fulltime from home, but have all the other domestic responsibilities as well as picking up, bathing and feeding my two children (7yrs & 11mnths). I have slept with my baby in our room since her birth. My husband is sleeping in the study to get sleep for his work. He comes home at 19:00/19:30 in the evenings - by then I just want to fall down and sleep. But then it's putting baby to bed, washing bottles, clean up the kitchen and house (otherwise I do it during my working hours) and then I go to sleep about 22:30. By then the baby wakes again. First time of many times during the night and sometimes stays awake for 2 to 3 hours. I really don't think I can keep this up anymore. I can't tell my husband how I feel - he won't understand. Nobody will understand. Is this just tiredness or can one develop PND at this late stage? I don't feel like hurting my baby, however, when she wakes up at night I get so frustrated/angry with her, that I feel like hitting her very hard. I have done it - fortunately the nappy absorbed it, but she was so unhappy, and then I felt like a total witch. How can a mom hit her baby when she loves her to pieces? I never think about hurting her though - it's just when she cries and I am so tired that its a reaction to want to hit her. I'm really going to stress out if I'm the only one that feels like this.