hi my name is nikki.i had my baby girl last year dcember.she is 11 months old now.i know im supposed to say i love her to bits but i cant even manage saying that.when she was 2 months old i had a complete breakdown and was admitted into a instituition for five months.while there i was diagnosed with a borderline personality depression and anxiety.i felt horribly guilty about going.i recovevred,but its been about three months out and im starting to feel how i felt before i was admitted.
im tearful and anxious and lonley.i just want to talk to mothers that feel the way i do.